How sad am I...

very! I took the girls for the yearly check-up today. The doctor and I, somehow, started talking about how height is effected by puberty. And she was saying when young girls show signs of puberty they usually stop growing. I asked for clarification on "what signs exactly". And she said "breast tissue". BINGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So that was it. We spent the next ten minutes discussing this about me (I started developing at 8, Jesse's current age). She said I probably would have qualified (if they did this then, I don't know for sure) for treatment to stop puberty so I could grow more. So, if I see any signs in the girls I am to bring them in immediately. I do want to give them every chance, especially Chloe (who grew 2 1/2 inches in the past year).