I'm slow

I can be slow about doing things but I finally put in pictures for Christmas morning. Check 'em out!

And the year winds down

Another year almost gone. {sigh} I remember being about Jesse's age when I started wishing I was another age, for whatever reason I had at the time. My Mom told me not to wish my life away because as I got older the years would go by much faster. Did I believe her? Not really. But she was right.

I look at Jesse and feel like I was just in the hospital having her yesterday. And Chloe, of course I cannot forget her birth...it was very lonely. No offense to my Mom, Jesse or Shannon but I would have given anything to have John there. So to realize Jesse is now nine and Chloe seven is hard to take in some days. I know the day is quickly approaching when they will leave the nest for their own adventures.

This year I has been good in so many ways and exhausting too. Believe it or not it was March when we started working on the yard, felling trees. John and I took three trips to Charleston; one was the first trip we took by ourselves. Which means the girls took their first trip to stay with Grandpa and Grandma by themselves. Another trip to Disney, but our first to trick-or-treat! And how could we forget the birth of all those cats!! So much excitement for one year to hold.

Don't think I forgot

We had company last week! I know it is seems unlikely, but we really did. Our nephew and niece made it for their visit last week.

They spent much of their time playing hide-and-go-seek. In our house, it was difficult at best. Not too many things to hide behind or places to hide in. It did not help that our bedroom was off limits because John and I had not wrapped the girls presents yet.

I believe our nephew was worried about being bored. He asked if he could bring his Wii and of course John said yes enthusiastically. Would you believe they spent less than an hour total playing it? When they were not playing hide-and-go-seek, they spent most of their time playing the girls mini-golf game.

We also took them to the SC Military Museum at John's work. I think our nephew enjoyed the cannons. From there we went to spend the afternoon at the zoo then the Lights Before Christmas. We even had a picture taken with all four of them with Santa! On our way back home that night John asked me when we were going to have the other nephew over. Well, we'll have to ask him if he wants to come. He has no sister to keep him company. It would be him and two girls...not sure how he would feel about it. But we would love to have him.

Snow! Wow!

We actually woke to find snow on the lawn this morning. I know they were calling for it; however, I rarely ever believe them.

The girls spent quite awhile outside building a snowman, and starting a second one. Rosie kept them company for sometime before she decided she was cold.

John has been bored this morning. Sitting doing nothing is not his favorite thing and he bores easily. So. While the girls were playing in the snow, we were having our own Nerf War in the house. I believe we all had a bit of fun this morning.

The cats; however, are not amused nor happy. I believe they have finally ventured inside their houses. Though Momma was in there this morning refusing to come out to eat. Smart cat. I thought by now they would be on the front porch. You know, where it is dry and covered. But no. They are still in the back. Go figure.

Christmas Morning

Not sure where to start so we'll start.

Chloe had somewhat of a Tinker Bell Christmas. Tink luggage from Santa and two pair of Tink pj's from us.

Jesse is quite happy with her new drawing pens (black and color) from Santa. Ferb now has green hair! The fun part of the day was when John, Jesse and Chloe all opened one of their presents to all discover they now all have new Nerf guns! The girls new Dad was getting one and the John knew the girls had theirs. I had all the fun of conversations from both sides about the other. Master Mike almost blew it last week at our TKD graduation dinner when he mentioned our Nerf wars. I quickly corrected him in saying he was probably thinking about the girls playing with Nerf guns at the park a few weeks ago. But we do have water gun wars. Nice save (at least that what the girls and John told me at different times afterward). ;) I do love giving!

Right now I am laughing hysterically because now I'm thinking the guns were not a good idea. Jesse is trying to protect the dog by shooting John, who is shooting the dog. (Bad John!) Jesse was trying to shoot his gun and instead shot in right in the center of his forehead. Maybe I should I have thought about this one longer. {sigh} "Duck and cover Chloe! Duck and cover!"

I personally had a great gift receiving morning. Chloe gave me a stuffed Snoopy hugging Woodstock. Jesse gave me a collection of philosophy books from the Peanuts gang. And John gave me my own MP3 player (no, I did not have one) with some of my favorite songs already loaded, including the song from our wedding. See, he loves me.

We only took videos this morning so you will have to give me time to "take" pictures from the videos. I will post some tonight or tomorrow.

Hope your homes are full of love and laughter this morning.

Christmas Eve

Well, it is Christmas Eve and all is well...kind of?

We actually went to my parents early for Christmas because they were calling for snow there and here. Not wanting to get snowed in up there we chose to go a bit early. The girls, of course, did not complain because they will wind up with two Christmas mornings.

This morning we opened presents at my parents. The only unknown was a large thin box that I have already been annoyed by. A Foosball table! The box read "one piece" the box lied like a ********* *****. We accomplished getting most of it together tonight, but we still have to do a little more to it tomorrow. Whether it is done completely or not the girls do not care; they have been upstairs for more than thirty minutes playing with it.

We also baked Santa's cookies tonight. I hope he enjoys them as we used a new sugar cookie recipe. We'll see if he eats them or not in the morning.

The girls exchanged their presents tonight (as tradition goes). Of course, Jesse bought Chloe a Tink necklace and a new Tink charm for her bracelet (with her birthstone). Chloe got Jesse a Minnie pin that says, "Its all about me!" and a Minnie backpack thing. You know one of those bags with the pull strings to close it and it goes around both shoulders. Well, I hope you got that because I don't know what they are called.

Hope everyone has a great holiday filled with love and family!

Morgan Christmas

Today, we had John's family Christmas in Edgefield. We actually had everyone there. More food than fifteen people need, but who can complain when it is that good. And the desserts. Oh, my! Mari made this pumpkin thing. I do not know exactly what it was but I can tell you it was so delicious. I am so hoping for that recipe...like I need it. ;)

Chloe was elated when she received many items with the Eiffel Tower: a pillow, ornaments, puzzle and a book. The look on her face was priceless. Tonight she had to get out her Eiffel Tower puzzle to work on upstairs. Her chair was cold so she put her blanket (from the Saxons) on the chair with her Eiffel pillow to lean against.

Jesse received a beautiful bracelet from the Bledsoes. It looked so nice on her. In addition, she got ornaments, blankets, and a gift card from Books-A-Million (she is very excited to start spending it).

Grandma Morgan bought each of them a blanket and the Reels gave them each their very own cupcake kit (apron, pan, liners, spoon, whisk). They are already planning their first use of the bake ware; and Jesse pulled out her blanket tonight to snuggle with on the couch.

The adults did their second year of Combat Christmas (or White Elephant or Chinese Christmas). It is where everyone brings a gift then you either pick from the pile or "steal" one from someone else. I was shafted again this year in that both gifts that came home with us were more "manly" (a man's billfold and a set of flashlights). If it were not for Lawson, I would have been totally shafted. Lawson bought me a pair of beautiful silver hoop earrings. Mari said he didn't think I would like them, but I have to say they are now my favorite pair.

The only bad thing about today was I missed my own family gathering. It was the first year they decided to gather ona day other than Christmas and I missed it. I feel bad because I was the one pushing for meeting on a day other than Christmas. And then I wasn't there. I get picked on a lot about how many family reunions I have, but I usually do not see any of my family from late October until Easter (except my parents of course). And I miss them...and all their drama. ;)

New Challenges

The new year will see many changes to the Morgans. Jesse is now a third degree black belt and will be learning new forms and kicks. John and I talked tonight, after graduation, and have decided that in January Chloe will be joining the ranks of the teaching Morgans. She too will be part of the Jr. Training Program. She is beyond thrilled and at 9:23pm she wanted to learn a yellow belt form!

I will be returning to TKD as a full instructor. I have to admit I'm still not sure how all this happened but it has. Master Mike informed us tonight at our celebration dinner that he is going to be making some changes to the flow of the class. It sounds like we are going toward a more traditional class from what I'm hearing so that should be interesting.

Funnies

Yesterday afternoon the girls were sitting around a table in the living room playing cards and whatever else they were playing. Chloe says to Jesse, "Your Christmas present is bigger than an elephant." Jesse looks at her and calmly replies, "Then how did it get into that small box?" Without skipping a beat Chloe says, "I used pixie dust!"

What else is there to say?

Update on TKD Graduation

Last night Jesse started looking bad: watery eyes and runny nose. I am going to let her rest today and stay covered in hopes of her not getting worse. I may actually let her stay home tonight from TKD just to keep her out of the cold. (I have not talked to her about that one yet.) Fingers crossed on this one.

As for me, I don't know. It is now Tuesday and I still cannot get the white belt form done, I can only "say" the low yellow belt form. I think I know most of the low red form (to "say"), but I will know better when I go to review it in a bit. I have not even started to learn to "say" the high green form yet. AND I still have to finish two questions on the written test. So, am I ready? I would say "not even close!" My friend Wendy told me yesterday she is hoping to come Thursday to cheer me on. :) I do love my friends! I may need all the support I can get.

So much going on

Like I have not felt well in days. I really want to feel better. My sinuses are going crazy and I have no choice but to follow. John also had a couple of days where he was not too well either; he actually stayed home one day (highly unusual).

Last weekend we started yet another project (not that any of the others have been completed). As we proceeded to tuck the girls in one night, I was horrified to find Jesse's room a total disaster! Clothes from the dirty hamper everywhere, the stuff from the floor of her closet thrown (literally) all over the room. All to find a piece for her Hot Wheels launcher she wanted to play with that night. I just stood there, cautiously, in the middle of her room with my mouth open with nothing able to escape it. John came in, took one look then took me by the shoulders, "We'll fix it. Tomorrow, we will fix it."

I felt defeated again. Their rooms have been a source of irritation to me on many occasions; that was definitely one of them. Well, now their rooms are lined with even more shelves and their closets are looking better. Unfortunately, I have already found one of them shoving things underneath her bed...again. Not a good way to start.

Jesse is really excited about this week (TKD graduation). She has practiced very hard, as usual. Master Mike was impressed by her "control" last week. She and Chloe were both practicing their forms when Jesse's outer crescent kick was going to hit Chloe in the head. Jesse managed to finish the kick and not hit her little sister. Great control, girl!! We still need to practice her front/side kick combination and her hook kick for board breaks, but she is ready!

Am I ready for Thursday? Nope. While I have ideas for a white belt form, I cannot get it to work out right. I don't want to do a straight line (which is how MM's is) but a rectangle. Just cannot work it out yet. I know all three forms I have to demonstrate, but I still need to learn the three I have to say. You would not think there would be a big difference in doing one and saying one, but there is a huge difference.

Chloe is not mid-terming this month; however, she has already learned half of her weapon form. I think she likes the weapons...just like her momma.

Time flies

Seems like yesterday we were signing Jesse up for Taekwondo classes. She was just turning four. I look at pictures of her back then and I am amazed how she has grown.

Next Thursday she will become one of two (current students) 3rd Degree Black Belts. She has worked very hard the past five years. She has never once asked to quit. She has given her all most of the time (no one is perfect). I am so very proud of her and cannot wait to see that third stripe on her belt.

Chloe, too, has worked very hard and has almost completed her weapons form. She has worked hard, if not harder because it doesn't come as naturally to her. She will be a wonderful teacher if she wants to join the Jr. Instructor program, which I think she has decided she wants to do.

I am so proud of both of them. I know John is too, but I hate to speak for him. Next week should be good for both of them then they will get a well deserved break.

Wow! That was close!

As you recall, my parents were both sick for Thanksgiving so they did not make it down for our feast. They also did not feel like decorating for Christmas last weekend. So, today I took the girls (and the pooch) up to visit and help spread a little Christmas spirit around their house.

I decided we should leave a little earlier than what I originally planned, because the sky didn't look so great. Would you believe it started sleeting just as we were leaving? It continued coming down, then turning into a mix of rain and sleet, until the south side of Rock Hill.

I was talking to my Dad, when we got home, and he told me about ten-to-fifteen minutes after we left the weather got bad. I'm glad I decided to leave early. Sorry we had to rush but thankful for the safe journey home.

Another adventure

The girls have really been enjoying their new found science class this year. Or is it called nature class? Either way, they love it!

Ms. Chanda (the wonderful teacher at science/nature class) allows the students to bring in items, from nature, for points that can then be used to "purchase" items other students have brought in for points. Did you follow that? I hope so. Today, both girls took in a gourd that Grandpa grew. He actually gave them to us when Jesse was in K for us to paint (I still have quite a few more left, don't worry). Jesse "bought" a peacock feather with her points today and Chloe "bought" a beautiful purple rock (not sure what it is yet...maybe we should have asked).

Jesse's peacock feather (I didn't get a picture of Chloe's rock yet because she traded it just before we left.)

Discussion on wildlife versus domestic animals.





Actual mistletoe in a tree!! No, it is not plastic. ;)




Ms Chanda mixing the plaster...she is so awesome! And no I did not volunteer to help on that one. Too close to a "craft". LOL





Me being silly and taking Wendy with me.




Jesse and her deer track.





Chloe cleaning off her bobcat track.

Pictures!!

As promised (mostly) here are a couple of pictures of the new furniture (before tables) and of our Christmas decor.



Our first ever loveseat!! She looks comfy.

Our Christmas tree. John asked that we not put every ornament we own on it this year, so we chose some of our favorites. (I am hoping we get the tree up in the classroom soon with the ornaments the girls have collected over the years.)

My sister-in-law, Kim, has a village like this multiplied by 100! One of our craft projects this month is to make this small village its very own Christmas tree.

My Rudolph Village. We decided the top of the new buffet would be perfect for displaying the village (wish we had thought of that at Halloween, next year).

John promised the girls last year they could each have their own tree in their room. We didn't get it done last year so this year we had to. They each got to pick out their own ornaments and decorate it by herself. This is Chloe's tree.

And this is Jesse's tree.

The front porch; I loved John's idea of hanging the ornaments there.

The outside of the house from the street.

And the yardwork begins again...finally

Today we started back on the yard. Yep, it was cold! John wanted to decorate the front yard for Christmas and I wanted the front flower bed to look nice.

We went to Lowe's last night and came home with some new decorating ideas and, of course, the things to decorate with. We bought some of the big ornaments to hang on the front porch and some new garland too. We also purchased a big bow for the front door (and some for the garland). I think it looks nice. John did a great job!

I worked on putting out the edgers for the bed around the porch. Of course, when it came to the curved part I did have John help break the edgers for me. I'm not so good with a chisel. lol We just need a couple of more bags of mulch and that bed will be done. Yeah! We will start back up on the backyard now that all the things that go boo from under bushes have, hopefully, gone to sleep for awhile. I am so hoping we get the bike trail finished this winter so the girls can use it next summer. It is one of the things they were looking forward to when this whole process started in February.

An update on their school work: We are still up to date!! They have been finishing everything everyday just as planned with most of the afternoon to do as they wish. I am really hoping this continues, at least through the holidays. ;)

Have I told you lately John is wonderful?

Probably not. I have told him, but I think I rarely write about it...he doesn't like the attention. :)

We accomplished so much here today. The girls had been looking forward to decorating the Christmas tree today. So, this morning John went into the attic to pull out all of our boxes (6, big ones!). I started putting the tree together while I had the girls search out the lights. Hm, just two small strands of lights. Then John remembered we had to dispose of our lights last year and our intention was to get more (this should have been put on this year's calendar in September so we could have bought them already). Anyway. John didn't hesitate, off to town we went. Yep, on Black Friday just to buy tree lights so the girls could get the tree done today.

After we finished putting the tree together and the lights strung, the girls and I put on the decorations and put out the other decor. John cleaned the kitchen and made turkey soup with our leftovers. He even made cornbread! We would not have gotten so much done if it were not for John. And just so you know, I did not ask him. He simply saw a need and went at it. So many reasons to love that man!

Our Thanksgiving

Well, our Thanksgiving didn't quite go as we expected. The turkey was perfect along with the sweet potato casserole, green bean casserole, dressing, gravy, pecan tassies and even the pumpkin pie. However, we were a couple of people short. My parents have not felt well this week (sore throats and such) and this morning my Mom sounded worse than yesterday. Sadly, we had Thanksgiving just the four of us.

We were all looking forward to their visit so they could see the "new living room". The girls are always excited about Grandpa and Grandma visiting. I'm hoping we'll get to see them before Christmas; we'll see.

We hope every one had a fantastic Thanksgiving and that no one ate too much. :)

Almost there

The living room is coming together. If you recall, we recently bought new living room furniture (and no I have not posted pictures yet). For the first time in our married life we now have a sofa and a love seat. I love it, so comfy! Our next dilemma was regarding a coffee table or side tables. Obviously I have not priced these in awhile because I was shocked to see the simplest, not well built, things for $100. Really?

Today, we decided to go to the furniture store where we bought our dining room table. There we found two side tables that we both liked. One I loved!! And had to have. We have also picked out a new paint color, but that will wait until later. We also have another piece of furniture we are adding soon, but that is another story.

I will post pictures when all is situated, right now I have tables and nothing on them. :) Which in a way, is nice.

One more thing

I was complaining Monday, and in previous days to my wonderful friends, about us not being able to finish our work. I have to say this week, the girls have completed all of their daily work and we have been able to do our outside activities without the stress of knowing there was still more school work to be done at home.

I really hope we can keep this up.

Jesse IS her Father's child

We've been telling this to her for quite awhile. Yes, she looks just like I did (except the long legs I've never had), but as far as the attitude it is all her Father.

Point in case:

Today, in the car, I wanted to listen to the new Susan Boyle Christmas CD John just bought me. We were listening to the first song when I replied I had never heard of that song before. Jesse asked if there was one on there I did know. I proceeded to read off about four or five titles I knew. "Wow, thats a long title." No hint of humor or smile just straight as can be. And yes, she did know it was more than one song; she is not stupid, just a smart***.

So, yes Jesse you are clearly your Father's child. ;)

So that is how I'll be remembered (bummer)

I know this sounds odd, but John and I spoke briefly last night. He worked from home last night and I worked on some school work, so we didn't see each other much. I think my laptop would have been happier not to see him at all. ;) Anyway, we talked a bit about the blog pictures, so I decided while the girls did their school work I would switch out the two pictures.

He suggested we use a picture from our previous "Disney" trip and when I pointed out we didn't have one of all four of us he suggested one of the girls. I liked this one the best. Both happy. Both smiling. Seems rare some days.

I also pointed out to John that whenever I comment on one of my friend's blog his picture shows up since the picture is of the two of us. He said that should be fixed right away. He is too funny. My search started for a picture of me. Sounds easy? Guess who doesn't use the camera. John. So, guess who has no pictures because I'm not counting the ones where I'm making a face or covered in paint stain or dirt or sweat. Yes, those are always the times when he wants to snap a picture of me. I suppose that is how I'll always be remembered. Forever dirty.

I need a complaining session

Yes, this will be more of the same. I am complaining about the lack of time I have to do things. And yes, you are thinking if I were not typing this I would have more time to do things. Funny how that does not translate in my world.

Currently, we are doing school work. Jesse is reading about President Cleveland and Chloe is doing math. I am having to sit with Chloe and watch her do most of her math work due to current struggles with multiplication. So, even if I were not typing I would not be doing other things either.

Saturday, I was thinking Chloe would finish her last three subjects early Sunday and I would have time to work on our closet. It is a wreck, but there is nothing under our bed (AHHHH!!). Of course, I did not get to our closet for other things going on.

Then late last night I realized I needed to do a menu and grocery list for this week. Then realized I will have to go Tuesday rather than Wednesday. While making the menu, I realized next week is Thanksgiving. I would be an idiot to go grocery shopping next week, so I need to make the menu/grocery list for two weeks!

Great! As Jesse, started history I just remembered I read the chapter but didn't have the test to work on her notes for her (we were at my Mother's for her birthday). If those tests did not have the strangest questions, I could have done the notes easily. So much for getting caught up on grading papers and tests today (or tomorrow)!

Seems like every time I think I'm going to have a chance to get everything caught up, Life happens. {eye roll} Can't Life come next week?? {sigh} I really wish I could figure this out. I do remember the Edgefield house and by the time we left I had the cleaning, washing, everything down and it stayed clean all the time (except play time, of course). {heavy sigh} I just want to figure out how to be a great home school mom, homemaker, Avon Lady, and TKD instructor all at the same time. Not one is good one week and another one is good another week. ALL AT ONCE! Why can my brain not wrap itself around this one? I do realize when my children graduate and leave home this will all be over and life will be so much easier, but I want to find time to enjoy my girls while they are still home.

Rant done...for now.

Happy Birthday!!

We all wish we could be there today as my Mom celebrates her birthday. Hope you have a good birthday, Mom!

We also want to wish John's nephew, Tyler a wonderful birthday!! He will be twenty today.

Hugs to both of you and hopefully we'll see you both very soon.

It is quiet here

A temporary lull in action has caused our home to become very quiet. The girls are working on their school work. Jesse is very excited because she is about to finish Story of the World II. I suppose I should tell you, in case you don't know, each of the SOTW books takes about a year-and-a-half to complete. And that is with us not doing any of the activities! So she is finally getting ready to start on the third book and happy to do so.

Chloe is quietly taking her math test. As Rosie sleeps underneath the classroom table.

Okay, the quiet has now been broken by map work. Chloe is still working on a test and Rosie still sleeps.

I have figured out my guidance counselor, Iris Polk and Joann Goss (my teachers) were somehow right about me teaching. I love teaching. I love watching my girls grow as they learn and their understanding of their world expands. I love seeing their eyes light up when they finally figure out what their math book is explaining. However, it goes beyond my girls. I love teaching TKD. While I'm not the best TKD student, I think I'm a good teacher. Most of my students miss me when the go to the next class. I do on occasion have the opportunity to help in the next class, so they get excited when they get me as an instructor again. I love getting hugs from my current students and old ones at graduation. Their elation makes me happy.

There are days when the house is messy (okay, catastrophic), the laundry doesn't get done and not all of our school work is finished. There are days when I want to pull my hair out of my head until there is none left. And yes, there are days when I want to start walking for a very long walk. But most days are filled with little things that delight me. Something that was said not meaning to be funny, but it was. Something kind and unexpected. Seeing the excitement of seeing friends. So many good things.

And the quiet is back, just the clicking of my keyboard and the scratching of their pencils. Ahh.

A Jesse TKD story...

Last night at TKD Master Mike was going down each row telling each student what they needed to work on during class. He got to Jesse and said, "You know what you need to do?"

"My form," she replied.

"How many times do you do it?"

Sincerely she replied, "Until I puke."

Master Mike busted out laughing, then looked at me, "She's been with me a long time."

Yep. She has.

Things, they, are a changin'

Wow! John and I bought our first couch together in 1997. In fact, it was in October just six months after we were married. I suppose there are many who are going to be very relieved when I say we just purchased a new sofa. Yep, we finally did it. We only talked about it for two years. :) The new sofa, loveseat and mattress set will be here on Thursday. Now, I just have to get everything moved so we have room for it all to come in. Sounds easy, but I know it won't be.



Chloe wanted me to mention that during our trip to the Magic Kingdom she scored 999,999 on the Buzz Lightyear ride. That is the maximum you can get on that ride. She was very happy she beat Jesse's high score.

So busy, yet few things are ever done!

That seems to be the story of my life lately. We have so many things going on this fall so it seems we rarely get everything done we are suppose to.

The girls are working on school work one day a weekend now until Christmas. I am hoping to salvage some of their Christmas break. Their summer has been extended all the way into October this year. With all the yard work I did this summer, John's numerous work trips we tagged along on, a vacation and other craziness that popped out of no where, they are not nearly as far along in school as I would have liked for them to be by now. We'll get there and they will still have fun; I am so not worried about it. (Did that sound convincing? I hope so.)

Speaking of John's work trips, he had yet another one. He left last Tuesday for Tennessee then came home Friday. Granted it was a short trip but felt like forever with two TKD classes in there. I think he is getting a little tired of all the traveling, that was his fourth trip this year. And they are talking about another one. We'll see.

We are getting out a lot more this year with our schooling (another reason for not being where I want to be). The girls are doing some science classes at Clemson Ext and we are going to Book Buddies at a friend's house. They have been learning so much and this year they have really had a chance to find some new (old) friends. Last year we spent most of our time just doing school work and going to TKD, so this has really been different. But fun!

Jesse will be testing for her 3rd Degree Black Belt December 16th. Wow! I cannot believe she has been in for five-and-a-half years now. And still she wants to continue. Master Mike is giving her more to do during her "teaching" class so I believe that is part of the attraction. As for me, I am suppose to get my black jacket in December. However, I still have to learn five more forms, take a written test AND create my own white belt form. And how much time do I have in a day?? Could we add a few more hours? Please. :)

Chloe just took her first mid-term test for 2nd degree. She did great, as usual and is really looking forward to learning the double weapons forms. Now, she is talking about joining the "teaching" ranks and getting her blue jacket. I haven't told Master Mike yet. I'm waiting for the new year.

Not sure what to feel

I have a half-brother; his name is Lane. He is roughly three years younger than me. I met Lane when I was twenty-one. I knew about him when I was about twelve or thirteen. When I was eight, I asked my Mom one day if I had any brothers and sisters I didn't know about. Yep, out of the blue. Her answer was, "you are my only child." It was true. Lane belongs to my Dad.

The last time I saw Lane, Jesse was one. We were walking into my parents house and he and my nephew, Tyler (three at the time), were walking out of my parents. We both said hi, then we both said bye. I guess it really was.

My reaction to most people is that it doesn't really matter because I grew up without a brother and he grew up with two other half-sisters. Our lives have not changed. The reality is I REALLY wanted a brother. My brother. It was the night before my brother's wedding that John proposed to me. It was hours before the wedding, when I shared the news with my parents. Who, though I was just divorced, were actually excited about it. There are many days that I wonder about my brother, his wife and their children, but for my sanity (because I did not choose this) I push it out of my mind.

Today, it was brought back to my mind. My mother called to inform me that Paula (Lane's wife) passed away last Friday. How? We do not know. But that leaves Lane as a single parent with two children. I imagine Paula's daughter from another relationship will go to her own father. Lane's life has changed. Mine has not. I lost a sister-in-law one week ago and I did not know. And what is sadder is she has not been a part of our life for, well, almost their entire marriage.

My life should be upside down. The girls upset for losing an aunt. The reality is they didn't know they had an Aunt Paula. They barely know they have an Uncle Lane. They know they have a cousin Tyler, but it is John's nephew they know and not mine. I guess I am grieving but I'm more grieving what should have been than the person that passed.

We finally made it!!

Well, about seven years ago (when Jesse was 19 months old) the three of us went to Kennedy Space Center. I still do not recommend it for small children. It was almost like we didn't go (sorry Jesse). We finally made it back to Kennedy after all these years with all four of us. I think the girls had fun; I know John had fun. We saw one of the IMAX/3D movies about the Hubble. I know that was my favorite part!

We also took in the Mickey's Not So Scary Halloween Party at Magic Kingdom. Yes, we went to Disney World. The only place where John and I could trick-or-treat too and not be looked at badly! lol John actually relaxed, especially since we were there for three full days and only went to MK. John is working the pics so I'll have to load them later.

The most exciting thing was the first night when Chloe's other loose tooth decided it was time to come out. :) All of our vacation pics have her missing both her front teeth.

John's Birthday!!

I think, once he got home last night, John had a great birthday. We went, for the first time, to Carraba's for dinner. It was delicious and we will go back. Then we went to Lowe's so John could use his gift card he got from my parents. He bought himself a new ladder; it is a step ladder AND an extension ladder. He had been looking at it for awhile and now he owns one. So, happy for him! The girls got him a havoc heli as a present. He loved it and they all had a lot of fun with it last night. He didn't want a cake this year, but a giant cookie instead. Again, I'll post pics soon.

Yes, I realize I have not posted pics of Halloween decor or Chloe's missing tooth. This week...I hope!! It is a matter of finding the cable for the camera unless I use John's computer (which I don't like to do...I'm too used to my laptop.) :)

John's "early" birthday

My parents came down today to surprise John with a short visit to celebrate his birthday. They brought with them an Oreo cheesecake. YUM! John was truly shocked and grateful for his "dinner". ;) We will celebrate more tomorrow on his actual birthday, somehow.

And the house is clean!!



Now, to keep it that way.

Am I getting over the hump?

I have been telling people for months my home is a wreck. It truly has been. However, most of my friends have not believed me simply because when people do come I make sure it is as perfect as I can get it. John is a different story; he knows how it has been and he has been, somewhat, patient.

I cannot say what got into me last night but the girls and I cleaned the living room and dining room table. I finally got caught up with dishes. I even managed to work on my Avon spreadsheets (remember I am an accountant by education), clear off the classroom table and my desk. Yep, for the past month we have been having class downstairs. That in and of itself does not help keep anything clean.

I am hoping this is the start of getting everything back to where it should be. Upstairs still has the piles of fall/winter clothes I pulled out to wash for the girls. There are still papers to file and things to do, but I felt good about being tired last night. Finally, I was tired and there was a reason for it. I'm hoping today goes as well, but it won't get done if I continue to sit here.

An additional note for Wendy, I am hoping to take/post those pictures this weekend. Fingers crossed!!

Jealous

Typically, I am not the jealous type. However, I am incredibly honest. So my reflection for today is this. I was taking a few minutes before starting dinner this afternoon to catch up on the blogs I read, when I can. Then the green-eyed monster appeared. I was looking at a blog I found through a friend of mine and sat there wishing mine were as gorgeous as hers. I'm sure she has some kind of education on computers or is a graphic artist. Her blog is sublime to say the very least. Then I arrive here. I love the color (and yes Mom I know the picture is old now and the lists should really be updated) and yes, I do like it. Key word is like. I don't love it. But then realization sets in...I do not have time to figure out how to make mine beautiful. I barely have time to breathe, as I glance at the clock and realize I need to start cooking because I have to teach TKD by myself tonight and the mats were not put down last night because it was a holiday.

My plate is full. I just wish my plate were prettier.

Snaggle tooth!!

I just took out Chloe's front tooth! It has been so loose for weeks but she just didn't want it out. She just told me it was "hurting". So it took about a minute (I had to get my fingers on it) to get it out. It is going to take me a while to get used to seeing her like that. :)

I'll put in a picture tomorrow.

It's October?

Wow, I guess it is. A few of our neighbors have decorated for Halloween. We have too! John put out his Halloween village, with a new addition this year. He now has a haunted house. I have to admit it seems pretty complete. I will try to take a picture one night with all the lights on.

A friend of ours recently sent us a box of clothes to go through. Of course, Chloe was elated with the Tink pjs and t-shirt. Jesse found many things she loved too. More laundry, but I don't mind since they are SO happy with their new treasures.

We are getting back to yardwork again. My enthusiasm is still lacking, but I am looking forward to having it all complete. My first focus is going to be the garage. I find it funny (strange) that it is John's garage but I'm the one mostly cleaning it. John has misplaced a garage remote and personally I'd like for him to leave mine alone. I sometimes find myself in my car ready to leave but unable to open the garage door. So the opener must be found soon.

I imagine this weekend will be filled with chores. John really wants to hit the fence again and work on the area surrounding the grass in the back yard. We still need to get rid of the weeds and put down mulch. I would like to get my bird feeders back up but I'm not sure how I feel about the cats trying to eat what I'm trying to feed. Still need to think about that one.

John's birthday is fast approaching and I have to say I have no clue what to do for him. I know he wants to go out to dinner but other than that I'm not sure. I have a couple of things in mind, but the girls and I are still trying to decide what direction to go in.

Our adventure with Oreo

Oreo is one of our older kittens. She was spayed on Monday and she can't get her stitches wet for at least five days. So, with all the rain she has been inside. Inside because I was worried if the wind blew the rain onto the porch it would get her wet, even though she was inside the kennel.

Day one went great! Of course she was still drugged up so she slept most of the afternoon, evening and night. Day two. Hmm. What to say about day two? She bit, hissed and was just plain mean. All this from one of our sweetest cats. It was a sad day...especially for me who was on the receiving end of her bites. Day three is going better. While she does have her moments of meowing constantly (and loudly) she has been in a much better mood. She is still biting but it is more of a nibble rather than an actual bite.

We are letting her out (within a foot of the kennel) while I change the pee pad because it is so much easier for me. I believe it is helping her to feel better about being inside. My only worry is doing this four more times. While I think most of the kittens are going to be fine, I believe "Momma" is going to tear me up!! She will be last...and I'm going to hope for NO rain for her.

Chloe's new bike...finally!

She loves her new bike! We are hoping the training wheels come off (again) soon.

A good laugh for you...at my expense!

Saturday morning I took my friend Wendy out for an "unbirthday" breakfast. While we were talking, she pointed out the window and asked if that was a friend of ours and her daughter. Wow! It is. She walked in putting her sunglasses on top of her head as she always does and headed down the aisle to the children's section. Well, those of you who REALLY know me, know I have to pick of others (probably because I was always picked on growing up). Anyway. I picked up my cell and called this friend. When she answered I asked, "You going to buy a childrens book?"

"What? Who is this?"

"Its Marsha. You just walked right passed us. You're at Books A Million, right?"

Laughter rang through the phone, "Marsha, I'm in my yard. I'm in Camden..."

Wendy busted out laughing (thanks for the support). Hope was still laughing. So I explained to her what we saw and I was very grateful I didn't get up to go scare her. I would have been arrested or put in the nut house. LOL

I hope you enjoyed your laugh.

A brief update

I have to say I gave up on Cat Black a few days ago. John did not. I let Rosie out early this evening. She sat on the top step of the deck peering out through the rails intently at something. I went to look to see what was up and there she was. A Cat Black staring up at me. As soon as I said Cat Black's name, Rosie bounded down the stairs toward the cat both of them rubbing on each other. One happy dog. One happy, and well looking, cat.

School House Rock!

If you are around the same age as John and myself then that phrase will mean something to you. On Saturday mornings, between cartoon shows, was School House Rock! We learned about nouns, conjunctions, electricity and how bills become laws. Are you humming yet? Now, imagine weaving those songs into a story for a real-live stage performace. That was School House Rock! this morning. The Children's Theater in Columbia did an awesome job of telling a good story that blended in the music perfectly. And as always, the actors did a fabulous job.

Chloe and Jesse are both considering audtioning for a play in January. I'll keep you posted on their decision.

One happy seven-year-old

For those who do not have seven-year-old daughters, today is the day "Tinker Bell and the Great Fairy Rescue" came out. Chloe has been counting down all month!! Disney was quite mean on this one and started its advertising campaign one year ago. A year in six year old time is way too long. I took them this morning to buy it and then we watched it during our lunch break. Chloe grinned the entire time. She was so happy to finally be able to see it.

Jesse on the other hand was not so excited. So for her I bought Wendy's for lunch while she "suffered" through the movie. She'll survive I'm sure.

Another cat has been "fixed". MC went today and now he is back in the woods (within our fence) relaxing. I hope he does as well as Phantom did yesterday. Now, we get a break until Friday when Pickles goes. Next week, the girl cats will go.

Sad turn of events

I don't know Valerie Hamilton, but I feel her loss. I don't know how she died or where she went to school. I don't even know how old she was, but I feel that she must have been young. Somehow she was connected to the Concord Police Department. I know this because one of my Facebook friends who I went to high school with either knows her or of her. She is mourning the loss of one of the Concord Police "family" members. I also know that she taught swimming. I know this because she taught a college friend's children how to swim. There have been a lot of nice words said about her so far of both of their pages. So, I feel their loss and hope they all find a way to heal their hearts.

So many things...

Okay, I am going to bounce around on this one; I'm just warning you. :)

We are still looking for Cat Black. I'm still hoping she'll come back. As evil as she is, I miss her.

The girls and I went to JoAnn's yesterday. I'm sure when my Mom comes for a visit she is going to want to check it out. I have never seen so much material in one place in my life. Growing up my Mom would go to Cloth World, or Clothword, but JoAnn's has so much more fabric. It is incredible. I'm thinking about "holiday" aprons, but I'm not so sure about my abilities yet.


I asked Chloe, yesterday, what earrings she was wearing. I was shocked when I looked to find she had put one in backward! Not sure how she did that and not realize it, but it was funny.

I have to say I'm a bit sad. I cannot say much here because my friend has not made the big announcement yet, but I have a friend who is leaving the area. She will be far enough away that we will probably not see her again. I am hoping to keep in contact on Facebook, but I'm not sure. Seems like so many of our friends, who are not military, are leaving here for one reason or another.

Believe it or not we are still getting cucumbers from the garden. The one plant we thought wouldn't do anything and it is the only one still producing!

I still need to post a picture of Chloe with her new bike. I'm hoping to have time today to download pictures. So many things we (I) need to do today. I did finally get waffles made for Chloe; I've been promising her for about a week, but many of our mornings this week we had to leave early. She was very happy to discover me cooking them this morning when she woke up.

GOTCHA!!

We caught Cat Black! She was trapped last night about 7:30 (to 8:00). John heard the trap shut. I heard it, but honestly didn't connect the sound to the trap. I went outside to check on her and she went nuts! She ran back and forth (the cage is only about 2' long and with it closed it's a bit shorter). Then she went across the top of it hanging upside down. HONEST. It was creepy to say the least. We thought she would be loud all night, but luckily she is a smart cat and remained quiet most of the night.
Now, you would think the hard part would be over. Well, you forgot the Human Society was involved in this. I was told last week by Mr. Wayne, we needed to catch the feral cat first then call to make an appointment. So, I called this morning only to be informed I should have made the appointment first then catch the cat; AND they are booked up until October. REALLY??!!! First, she is pregnant and going to have babies in the next week or so from what I'm seeing. Second, she will NEVER get near that trap again.
John said to call all the vets in the area to see if anyone can or will do it. I called our vet first, but they were fifteen minutes from opening. I called another place in Elgin...$250 and she had to check to see if he would do it because it is not his "surgery day", and he was running late and not there. They were going to call back but John said to try somewhere else just in case. I called Camden Vet. They told me to go ahead and bring her. Off we went.
It was easy to find, considering I know very little about Camden. We went into the lobby and waited for the only woman there to finish. John took Cat Black to the corner (where she belongs!). He and I both were reminded of the vet's office in Johnston, which was a nice feeling to have. What really got my goat was Cat Black was so quiet. She meowed an eerie kind of howl once then sat quietly until they came and got her. I told the woman at the counter that she (the cat) was trying to fool them (the staff) because that cat is insane.
Well, they called a few minutes ago to say she was out of surgery and doing well. I asked if they had any problems with her and was told "not many". I told John I felt a great sense of relief (no more kittens!) and he agreed. Just knowing if we didn't get her we could be up to fifteen cats was weighing heavily upon my mind. Starting next week three kittens a week for two weeks go to be "fixed". Momma and the newest kittens will go when they are three months old. Whew!!

Did you know?

For those who do not homeschool you probably do not know that each homeschool has its own name. Whether you are signing up with Books-A-Million or Scholastic for book fairs, most companies want a school name. It was shortly after I started looking into homeschooling that I discovered this fact. Then on a trip to Pigeon Forge we drove by an elementary school in Tennessee. I don't remember the exact name, but it was a "Primary". I told John then if we ever homeschooled our name would be a "Primary". Of course, then I had to explain to him that homeschoolers get to name their school. He thought it was weird and I think he still does, but it is still fun. And that is how we became "Morgan Primary".
Yes, I know in a couple of years we will have to come up with a new name. Most families do use a school name they do not have to change. However, my heart was set. I've been thinking about a new name. I want something that says where we are and where we are going. John wants something absurd because we can. :) I want this name to go through middle and high school. A name both girls will be proud to say.

All is still well

All is well in the Morgan household. School is still going well, though I have quite a few tests and quizzes that need grading. We are now doing all of our subjects for the year, one exception is Jesse's reading on presidents. I forgot to pick up the book at the library, so she'll start it next week.
They are LOVING geography this year. I believe I posted about it a few months ago. We are doing lapbooks, which is a manila folder (2 actually) put together to make a book. The cover they get to go wild on as long as the name of the state is somewhere on it. The first page is a picture of the state we are discovering (this week is SC). The next page will be flip books (or something like that) with things like population, agriculture, etc. They will use three different books to discover the answers and write it behind the flap. Then there will be a cross-word puzzle that I have made (the web is a wonderful thing!) where again they will use the three books to find the answers. Finally, will be a picture of the state's bird. All-in-all geography will be part geography and part art, which is mainly why they have been looking forward to geography this year. I'll post pictures once they have completed one.
My life is different, by that I mean complicated. Master Mike wants me to be a full instructor by January and he is doing everything in his power to make it happen. This session we have two black belt recommendeds (they are relearning all their forms for their black belt testing). MM has volunteered ME to help both of them. I am also to teach three self-defense moves tonight, too bad I can only think of one! Not only do I have to know at least nine forms, I have to know the stance, the move and what direction to go in so well that I can tell the form verbally without doing it. I will also need to create my own white belt form and take a written test. MM is planning an eight-to-ten hour session one Saturday in December. I'm not sure if I will get it all done with all the things I still need to do to prepare for homeschooling, but we'll see.
I have to be honest; the thought of ME in a black jacket scares me to death. Everyone says I'm doing a good job with teaching, but instead I know it could be done so much better. I still stumble on moves and confuse one form with another (some are very similar). I just think the classes would be better if I could take my time preparing to become instructor. However, it is not my class...yet. :)
John said last night he wants to do a staycation. He doesn't know when yet, but I do know he needs a break. He isn't talking much, but I can see it in his eyes that he is overwhelmed. The cats are not helping I know, but it feels to be a bit more than that. So, hopefully soon he can take a couple of days off soon and we can hang in the backyard.

Really, it has been a week already?

I cannot believe it has been over a week since I blogged!

Last Saturday we took the girls to the zoo. There was suppose to be a cold front coming through; however, I don't believe it ever made it here. It got soo hot!! The girls had a great time though. The zoo now has a rock wall and both girls tried their hand at it. They did great considering neither one likes heights!!

Sunday was my family reunion for my Grandpa's side of the family. We had some relatives come that have not been in a few years, which was great. Angela brought some weird balloon that you put air in then let it go and it does circles up in the air while releasing its air. It was cool, but many were lost in the trees. The kids still enjoyed it.

I taught my second TKD class this week. It went well. Even better than the first. I have to admit it was the one class I did not want to teach. The last class before graduation! Oh, well. It went well and graduation was a success. Master Mike mentioned a training/certification class he is going to hold in October or November. I'm not sure if he was saying that is the only time we'll be able to get a black jacket or not. I'm going to have to talk to him more about it.

School is going well here in the Morgan household. The girls are getting into a groove...finally. Jesse just discovered yesterday (I don't know where she's been!) that she'll be doing phyics this year. The book we are using was actually first published in the 50's. You can imagine some of the strange things it uses, that were common then (medicine bottle with a cork!). I'm sure there will be quite a few experiments that we will not be able to do because of it, but it looks fun. And that is coming from someone who doesn't really like science all that much.

Chloe is very excited to be studying the Earth and the solar system this year. She has been talking about it all summer. I will be very happy when she finally starts next week.

John is doing well. He has really enjoyed the new riding mower and I have to say I've enjoyed not having to mow. He told me Monday night he actually felt rested after the weekend. Rather shocking considering all we did.

I hope everyone has a happy and safe Labor Day weekend.

A glimpse into our day (today)

Today was commissary day since I could not go yesterday. We set out about 6:30am. When we walked into the commissary we were met with the fact they had rearranged the ENTIRE store. I am so thankful we had a short list today! lol Got home to find the milk I bought had a small hole in it so I put it into a carton that was practically empty. Still I remained calm. A difficult task for me usually.

Shortly thereafter we set out for the library and a few other errands. When we reached the library Chloe asked, "What is that strange sound?" Oh gee, I don't know. Could it be my tire!!! Yep, it was my tire. Called John. Then decided he didn't want to change a tire right in front of the library so I moved it to the side parking lot. Looked at the tire again and yep there was huge nail in it. But at least the air was not coming out as quick. John followed me to Wal-mart and we purchased two new tires. Joy.

I had to come clean on Facebook so I will here too. I had to have a colonoscopy yesterday. Not something you really want to talk about but the lack of food makes you go a little loopy I guess. It did eventually make me sick as I thought it may. But enough was in my system to do what it had to. Every thing came back okay and I'm good for ten years. But it does remind us that our goal to change our diet needs to be fulfilled.

I have neglected a very special person this week because my mind has been on things closer to home. We all, here in Lugoff, hope that Morgan had a wonderful 13th birthday despite the fact she had to go to school! Love you Morgan!!! Your gift is in the mail. I apologize (publicly) for it being late. :)

First class down!!

Master Mike was going to miss class last night and our only fourth degree was suppose to be there to run classes. Well, he had a family thing and couldn't make it. What does that mean? It means last night I ran the white/yellow belt class all by myself (luckily with the aid of two assistants). It went well and I'm really glad it is over. Thinking about the first class I was going to have run has been making my stomach ache for months now. I think I did okay, but I need to work on drills. I didn't have time to prepare for last night because I found out about 4:30pm and we leave at 5:00pm. I guess I need to spend some time working on thoughts for drills so I won't be nervous about it. I have a feeling I may be doing this a lot more in the future.

We're still crazy

As you know, we rearranged our bedroom yesterday. Today, we bought a new TV. Yep, our very first LED. Our first into the realm into the HD TVs. We have also decided go ahead and move the bookcase from the living room into our bedroom. We are far from ready to redo the living room but that piece will eventually have to be in our bedroom so we may as well get ahead of the game.

John and I have a feeling we are going to be spending much more time watching TV in our bedroom in the coming weeks. :)

What a week!

John had a conference (yes, again) in Charleston this past week. John and I went by ourselves this time and the girls went to stay with Grandpa and Grandma. For those who don't realize it, this was the first time they have ever stayed away from home without one of us. They did well, but we did have a snag along the way. We were suppose to come back Thursday to get the girls and head for Augusta so John could give a speech Friday morning at Fort Gordon. But John's boss decided he would go to Augusta so we could stay an extra day in Charleston. The change did not go over well, but there really was nothing we could do about it.

John and I had a good time in Charleston. We stayed at Charleston Place. It is right across from The Market and right in the center of all the food. Great place when you don't want to drive in all that mess! lol The food was great! I did get to read an entire book, but honestly I was a bit bored without my girls.

The girls had a good time in Charlotte. They went to a park two mornings in a row!! We haven't even found one close to this house yet. I think we need to work on that one. They helped make an apple pie and cookies. I believe all-in-all they had a great time.

Changes are still being made here at the house. When we picked the girls up yesterday, we drove over to IKEA and bought John a new dresser. We've been talking about for, probably, six months. Yesterday was the day. It has made a huge difference in our closet already. I still need to work more on the closet, but I'm happy with the changes.

If you remember, Momma cat was having kittens Monday afternoon. One did not make it (John found it Tuesday night). The last time we saw Momma she had two kittens (one was the one that didn't make it). Tuesday morning just before we left, she brought up the kitten onto the deck while she ate. A few minutes later, Jesse looked out and found another kitten. Two kittens. When we came home yesterday afternoon, there were three tiny kittens on the deck. Two are boys and one is a girl. In four weeks, Momma will be getting fixed...we hope!!!

Fixing needs to happen!

Okay, you cannot "fix" a female cat while they are nursing. So, when they stop nursing and the next week you notice they are huge. What do you do? You wait. This afternoon I heard, what I thought was a cat fight, so I ran out to make sure the little ones were okay. The mother cats usually leave during the day and most of the kittens hang out in our woods or under the deck. Well, it was not a cat fight. Momma decided this litter would be born underneath our deck. I checked a few minutes later and we already had one new kitten. This was certainly NOT the week for this!! I just hope Cat Black does not follow in her mother's footsteps this time.

Amazed!

I keep a small notepad in my pocketbook these days for Avon orders. A couple of days ago the girls asked to borrow it and this morning I had to ask them to return it. Chloe brought it to me and informed me Jesse was using it to draw, then showed me the picture Jesse drew. Oh, my!! Jesse drew Phineas from "Phineas and Ferb", a Disney show. It was amazing! She has John's talent there is no questioning that. It was practically perfect. This afternoon she drew Dr. Doofensmirtz (from the same show). Again, it was practically perfect. I really need to find her an art teacher!!!!

Lonely

I have to admit lately I've felt a little lonely in this blog world. I started this blog partly because so many of my friends had one and I thought it was a great way to keep up with our crazy lives. Now so many have stopped (or just rarely write) for so many reasons. Here I sit wondering what makes our life interesting enough to continue. But I know my parents come here to read about things I may have neglected to tell them on the phone. Some of John's family read every once in a while. And some of my friends still drop by here for a visit. No, I don't plan on stopping, I just miss being able to read about everyone else.

On we go.

This week like all of our weeks has been a bit crazy. We still didn't start school back this week, but I believe we will this weekend since John is working and the girls and I have a few errands to run today. I still need to put words into Spelling City so they can continue with spelling. I also have not sent in our paperwork to end last year. That too needs to be done today.

A scary note. Master Mike was talking with me last night and he said he wants me in a "black jacket" by January. For those who don't know, a black jacket (for Master Mike, because all dojos are all different) means I will be a full instructor. Before I can get that jacket I have to not just know all nine colored belts but know all the stances. I also have to take a written test and create my own white belt form. Of course, when he told me I laughed at him. :) So, last night he made me learn one of the green belt forms. I don't even know if it is high or low! lol That puts me at four forms (though I'm still working on stances with three of them). I already knew the three forms I help teach. We'll see where the pieces fall come January.

The girls have had a good week. But I suppose that goes without saying since they didn't have school this week. We took them twice this week to use their gift cards they received for their birthday. Jesse has already bought "Savvy" by Ingrid Law and is now waiting for "Scumble" to come out in a couple of weeks. It is the continuation of "Savvy". Chloe found herself an Eiffel Tower shirt at Target. Both girls are very happy!

John is doing well. He is very excited still about the present he bought himself. A riding mower. The mowing is all his now and the weed eating too. He has already mowed twice and he has only had the mower a week yesterday. He's happy too!

A bit of this and that

We took Morgan home yesterday. The difference was noticed by all of us, but we are hoping she'll come again sometime.

I was hoping we would start school again today, but I had many errands to run this morning. We haven't been to the commissary in more than three weeks. Yep, we needed food!! Then I had to make a bank run and well, TKD is tonight so that is pretty much our day. I know we have a couple of hours yet but there were some things I was suppose to accomplish and have not yet. Maybe Thursday. Wednesday we are going to Wendy's for a special treat. She is having an author come from Greenville, SC, to read to the kids. I believe it is being sponsored by iVillage. The girls are really looking forward to it.

I haven't mentioned it here yet so I'll go ahead and get it out of the way. On top of instructing TKD, homeschooling, being a homemaker, I am now an Avon Lady. Most will not be surprised, though I kind of am. I've been tolling with the idea for a few years then John said, "You won't know until you try. So just try." And there ya go! I have to say I am enjoying it (it has been a whole month! lol). But it is adding to everything else I'm having to keep in my head. I'm hoping in the long run it will help my brain work a little better.

Jesse had a great birthday yesterday. We went to one of her favorite Chinese restaurants for lunch. Last night she got a big cookie (instead of a cake). She has recently developed a love for shoes. And for a girl with one pair of flip flops to wear and nothing else being in love with shoes seems odd. We recently bought her some very cute (and grown-up looking) brown sandals. So with her Target gift card she bought a new t-shirt with shoes on it. We got her a Wizard of Oz snow globe that reads "It must be the shoes." She seems to be quite happy.

I suppose you could say the Morgan household is back to normal. Though I believe "normal" is the same as "chaos" for us. lol

Night two

It is our second night with Morgan visiting. Her only full day. I'll be the first to admit, today did not go as we planned, starting with breakfast. We did finally have our homemade waffles (mmm, Wendy) but we did not make it to the movie. However, we did take them out shopping so the girls could work on dwindling down their gift cards from the party. I have a feeling the girls are really going to miss having Morgan around tomorrow night. I'm hoping she'll want to come back again. Time will tell.

Birthday Party...Check

Yes, the birthday party was today. The girls had a great time with their friends and family. I think they could spend their time like that every day! I'm glad things went well and only one person took a wrong turn. :)

Well, we have Morgan (our niece). She'll be with us until Monday. The girls are so happy. They had played one thing or another all afternoon. So, between the party, drawing, hide-and-go-seek and board games they are going to sleep tonight. John is just hoping Morgan is not completely bored so she will never want to return. We do lead very boring lives...as this blog reflects. :)

I am hoping this Tuesday we will finally get back to our school work. I have told the girls since we missed the last couple of weeks we'll probably have to do school work on John's days off to get caught up on our days. But I have to be honest, I haven't checked a calender yet. I'm hoping I'm wrong.

I have to say the second best thing that happened today, besides seeing my girls enjoy their party, was talking to my friend Caryn. Caryn and I have known each other since we were seven. You know the kind of friend you don't actually speak to for a year then it is just like you saw each other yesterday. I love that woman! We always find a way to laugh no matter what the subject is.

Still moving!

So, much for starting school last week and as this week gets started I see school not happening again. I'm a little worried about it, but we'll figure it out.

The girls' rooms are finally done! Closets and everything! John spent the weekend putting up shelves and hanging pictures. I went through clothes and reorganized with the aid of the girls. I hope they are happy...for a while. :)

The upstairs room, now the classroom and John's space, was not touched all last week except to bring more stuff up to put on the floor. I finally started going through things last night. Now, all the boxes are empty, but the piles on the floor need attention. I'm hoping to get a lot of that done today.

The girls are very excited about their party this weekend. We are too but wish we had been able to finish all the yard work we had wanted to. The weather has been totally uncooperative since June. I have to admit I'm tired of all of it. We have been working on the yard since March when we first started preparing for the fence to go in and we are both tired. It will get finished, but for this week it is on hold to prep for the party.

Chloe had a great 7th birthday last Thursday. (I'll post a few pics soon.) We went to Lexington to eat at Gilligan's. So wonderful!! Picked up her doggie cake (two cupcakes loaded with icing). That night we watched "The Spy Next Door". She was giddy all day!!

What a week! And we are still going.

I haven't posted for the last week for a reason. Last Monday night I asked John for a little advice on organizing our classroom. Honestly, I was at a total loss as to what to do with things. So, what happened? Well, the classroom is now back upstairs along with John's office. The girls are back in their rooms (kind of) and the house is still turned upside down.

John being John could not let Chloe move into a brown room, though she tried to be positive about it. So the painting began, again. Chloe's room is now pink with dark pink and green polka dots. Jesse's room was already lavender so we added orange, pink and yellow polka dots. Chloe's room is still unfinished until I get all of John's items out of her closet and upstairs.

I didn't say anything about the changes because my parents were coming for a visit this past weekend and I wanted to surprise my Mom. I have to admit we are far from done. While most things are upstairs or in the room where they should be, they are on the floor in most cases instead of put away somewhere. This week we'll be finishing that along with starting school.

Yep, we were suppose to start last week, but obviously with all the painting and moving that didn't happen. I have decided to just do the four main subjects until Labor Day then we'll add in all the rest of the subjects. They will still get in a lot of summer that way and we won't be behind at the end of the year like the last two years.

The girls are also excited about an upcoming visit from their cousin, Morgan. She is going to stay with us for a few days (not sure how long yet) this summer. It will be the first time she has stayed overnight with us and we are all excited about it.

Our summer so far

The girls have had an enjoyable summer so far. There have been trips to the zoo, pools and running in sprinklers. We did take the trip to the beach the week before getting out of school, which was fun. In the last week-and-a-half, the girls have each read over thirty books. So the competition goes on to see who can read the most this summer (no, this was not MY idea...all theirs).

John and I have worked on the garden the last few days. I can really feel it this afternoon. I think a morning in Linda's pool did not help. By the time we got home I could really feel it. The garden is almost completely done now. We just have to lay out some block where the rain pours off the garage roof and it will be complete. Well, except for the all the harvesting which is enjoyable.

The yard has a ways to go. We still need so much mulch I dare not do the math on how many bags, but we are getting there. We would like to have the majority of it done by the girls' birthday party at the end of the month but we'll have to see how the weather is. I, personally, do not work in the yard when the heat index is 110 degrees. It is just not my thing! lol

We are trying to get our niece, Morgan, up for a visit this summer. I hope it works out but her schedule is crazy with church and cheerleading. We'll keep our fingers crossed she can make it.

Our Fourth celebrations have been multiple this year. Usually, it is quiet and we are at home but this year has been different. One of the mom's from TKD invited us over for a celebration yesterday. Of course, she forgot to mention that in Russia they eat lightly the week before a holiday so they can gorge on the holiday. The food did not stop from 5pm to 10pm when we left. Russian food is good. Today, we were at John's sister's (Linda's) house for a big celebration with family and some of their friends. The girls enjoyed the pool and we all enjoyed the food. Though to be honest, John and I both would rather not eat much for the next couple of days.

Hope everyone enjoyed themselves, safely, while celebrating the birth of this wonderful country!

It is finally summer

Yep, it is finally summer in the Morgan household. The girls have enjoyed themselves the past week. And I have to admit I have gotten a lot done myself, though none of it was what I planned on doing. Always the way though.

The excitement for this week is Chloe is getting her second degree black belt. She has worked very hard for it. As you may recall, she worked on one form for six months (it is our longest at 94 moves; and my least favorite). She has already written her "What Making My Second Degree Black Belt Means to Me" speach. I believe she is ready. I know she is excited.

We'll be starting school back soon. I had a date already in mind, but found out John's holiday schedule is not what I thought. Now, I'm rethinking our start-up date. I have all the paperwork done for last year, now I just need to mail it with next year's paperwork in the next week or two so we'll be official. How fun! lol

This is what happens when we go out...

We ran a few errands tonight, then had dinner at our local Chick-fil-A. Of course, it was Kid's Night and there was face painting. I think Ms. Kim did a great job considering they were the second and third people she had EVER done! Jesse has a butterfly; Chloe has an angel.

The harvest begins

We had our first veggies from the garden, eggplant. They were small but oh so good! Put a little stuffing/bread crumbs on them and fried those bad boys up! They lasted all of five minutes out of the pan. John did a great job cooking them. Can't wait for some tomatoes!! The peppers are going crazy.

Thoughts on this school year

Well, we have almost officially finished our last school year. Chloe, as I type this, is completing her last English test. Jesse still has a few more math and English lessons. Now seems to be the perfect time to write about a few things I've been thinking about.

I have to admit, here and now, that I never actually finished planning for this past school year. Some was done as needed, which tended to put a few things off longer than I planned, or thought. I do hope to be more prepared when we start back on July 6th.

We do struggle with lessons and with each other. I know some people find it hard to believe that my children can, at times, be difficult. At least, I find them difficult. Sometimes that is all that matters. This week was one of those weeks. A time when separation is best. However, those are the moments others, outside the homeschool arena, seem to want to point out that maybe I should put them into public school. That maybe it is too much for me or they are lacking in something, whether it be socializing or academics. It almost makes me want to keep things internalized. My view is this: sometimes I argue with my husband does that mean I should divorce him because things are not always perfect? Well, of course not. Life is always challenging and changing. The moments when things are imperfect are the ones we learn and grow by the most. I hope I do not have to stop homeschooling. I enjoy watching their faces light up when they learn something new. I also, for the most part, enjoy being with them.

I am currently struggling with our classroom. I know a lot of you do not use a room but a closet to store things, so I am spoiled to have a room. I should not complain, but I am. It is not really a complaint as much as it is wishing I could find a better way to organize things. I have books we are not using right now, but somehow I can not give them up yet. Books we are going to use in the future. All of our arts and crafts things, which are many for someone who does not "do" arts and crafts. I came across a new blog, through my friend April. This woman had a dream classroom. I was almost drooling. It was so organized. So ME. Yet, I struggle with our own space. I mean I AM the person who, at every office I was in, had everything organized...right down to which direction and in what order my pens were laying in my drawer. No, I am not exaggerating. (And yes, I know I have a problem.) I have only two weeks to reorganize an entire classroom while getting all of my planning complete. It should be a crazy two weeks for me.

I know we are going to continue going to the nature classes when they start up this fall. The summer is just too hot for us to be out in an open field in the middle of the day. The one class we did attend reaffirmed my choices for science this past year and I was very thankful. Plus the girls get to have more socializing time outside of TKD and play dates.

I think all-in-all this year has gone very well. I have not computed averages yet, but I know both of them have As and Bs. And both know a lot more now than they did a year ago. (But, so do I just by teaching them.) I'm convinced next year will be even better for us, because every year seems to get a bit easier.

I posted quite a bit...

Please make sure you scroll down to see ALL I have posted. There was one I had written but not posted because I needed a picture from that night. Just look for one about Chloe then you will have seen everything posted today.

You are asking, why? John informed me last night that I have not blogged and that is the only way he knows what happens around here. LOL He is so funny, yet he gives me grief when I do blog. Go figure! (FYI - "grief" is him picking on me, which happens a lot around here.)

Okay. Okay. Stop bugging me!

So it is, the new yard. No, it is not finished. No, I'm not working on it while it is 100 degrees outside. I am not totally insane! I am looking forward to seeing it all done. But for now here is a glimpse of where we were and where we are. Enjoy!

Yep, I turned 40!

I have to admit this one, like 35, hit me pretty hard. I've been thinking about it since I turned 39. I think that me thinking about it has put me in a state of analyzing myself. Seeing where I've been and where I am. I have to say I'm quite happy with who I am and where I'm going.

First of all, I have my wonderful husband and the two sweetest girls I could ask for. I have wonderful friends. I am enjoying teaching TKD, even though it has been a challenge, to say the least, for me. We are still homeschooling, which honestly takes most of my time between actually doing it and planning it; but I wouldn't change it and I believe John feels the same way.

I have noticed in the last few months a subtle change in me. The kind of change you would only notice if you really knew me. The way I've been able to completely let myself go in a crowd and "shaka shaka" the chocolate coating for ice cream. They way I laugh at loud, fully and completely, no matter where I am. I've also shaken the "I don't care about anything" mood I was in January. And February. And March.

Okay, so I haven't been forty that long. However, I think I've been ME long enough to finally feel comfortable being me. I'm going to enjoy the feeling!