The every day drudgery of laundry and dishes continues. And the constant questioning of my own abilities overwhelms me at times. "School", as we refer to it, is going well. I'm hoping we'll get two weeks out for Christmas; the girls are hoping the same thing. Life here is constant yet feels ever changing. You know you do the same things everyday, but nothing seems to go the same, or smoothly. The daily chores seem to take forever and "school" never seems to start when you want it to. The same thing I think happens in most households, well minus the school part for most.
I'm not intending to give the impression things are not well here. Everything is good. I don't know. I guess sometimes I wish the mundane things could go away (be done magically would be great) so I could focus more on the fun. I sat down a few nights ago and played Monopoly with the girls for the first time in months. I am just so busy trying to get everything done I don't always have time for what should be done: spending "fun" time with the girls. I want more of that, but clothes have to be washed and dishes need to be cleaned.
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