Did you know this summer will mark five years that Jesse has been taking TaeKwonDo? Chloe and I have been at it for three now. In many ways it seems like yesterday. I remember when Jesse started Chloe would not even get on the floor to stand by herself. I had to hold her all the way up the stairs, into the building and sit her on my lap while Jesse had class. Her face buried in my chest the whole time. Jesse; however, has never had a true moment of shyness. Even as a baby she would go to anyone and everyone then smile and giggle. Such opposites.
Yesterday was an interesting day for me at TKD. Master Mike, not feeling his best, had me run the warm-ups all by myself. And I have now taken on one of our new students with aspergers and honestly I am ill-prepared for the task, but still taking on the challenge. But somehow last night someone's (who I do not know) words got to me...again. A month or so ago there was a questionaire thing that was big on FB. One of my friends on FB said I was "not athletic". When it came up on my screen, I have to admit I was instantly stung by it. I know how I look; I am reasonable. However, I (and John and others) have watched my body change in ways I never thought possible. I am strong (John tells me this all the time). I am confident...most days. But those two words "not athletic" did me in.
So, last night after sparring when Brady (Our 3rd degree) told me I have "improved a lot". I kind of lost it, in a way. I told him what this person had. His face scrunched up and his head tilted, "Have they been to this class?" I told him I did not know who said it and the circumstances behind the comment. But I have to say to that hear that question from that sixteen-year-old made a world of difference in how I felt about it. Yeah, it could have been someone from high-school or college. It could even be someone who knows me today, but still thinks of me that way. So be it.
Last night I got in another "point" (hit) on Master Mike. I am improving. I am improving my sparring, myself and my approach to life. And I am athletic. Just because I don't go around beating up everyone I meet doesn't mean anything. Black Belts should follow an ethical code and grounding one's thoughts and actions. That is basic to all martial arts. It is something to strive for in all aspects of one's life.
4 comments:
Marsha, I remember when you started TKD!! I have thought to myself how awesome it is that you are still in it and have had such great success!! I wouldn't pay attention to what anyone says. I bet they would change their minds if they tried to fight you..lol
Thanks Crystal.
Five years? Really? Wow! WTG on making a point on MM and taking on the extra challenges.
I guess at your next reunion, you might have to beat somebody up ;-) I'm sorry someone said you are not athletic. I think it just goes to prove how well your 'friends' on FB really don't know you. I am one of the witnesses to your improvements and I am IMPRESSED!! Keep it up girl!
Thanks for the support Wendy. I do miss having you, and the boys, in class. I hate being the only "mom" in with the black belts.
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